Last Night of Deadlifts Before Arnold

Tonight was the last heavy night of pulls. I was supposed to work up to an opener and do two singles. Well, that didn't happen. It was a total disaster. I got to 500 and everything went to hell after that. So, I end this cycle with disastrous sessions... Now all I can do is pray.
I may end up having to open DL's with a token of something just to make sure I stay in after squats. That's pretty much all I'll be thinking about for the next two weeks. Now it's rest and recuperation time.
Laying here with ice strapped to my lower back and doubts all in my head...